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First Light
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1 & 2: Home Sweet Home

1: Home Sweet Home

As Jake stepped out of the terminal into the brutal Pensacola sun, a close, damp heat wrapped him in a tight swirl. He stopped at the curb, shifted the duffel on his shoulder, slid on his sunglasses. Light breeze teased his shirt. Salt in the air, though still a ways from the coast.

The rental SUV was hot to the touch as he popped the hatch and tossed his bag inside. He checked his phone; a message from the kids “shells - don’t forget.” He chuckled, texted back, “of course i wont forget - love ya!”

For the first time in months, Jake had let himself out of the house. No plan, no particular purpose, just the coast of his youth. But little ghosts were everywhere.

Behind the wheel, he adjusted the AC, seat, mirrors, shades - his personal ritual. The engine rumbled to life, and he followed the blue signs toward Pensacola Beach.

The nondescript road through fast-food joints, gas stations, and the usual parade of suburban sameness soon gave way to forests of taller, thinner pines, stretching up as if trying to escape the flat heat. Then the scrubby marshes and stretches of open water glinting in the sunlight.

Jake eased the SUV onto the bridge from Pensacola out to Gulf Breeze. He cracked the window. Wind rushed in, humid, energetic, bringing the ocean with it. Two sailboats caught his eye, their white sails crisp against the water. He remembered his teenaged laughter, the creak of his catamaran boom swinging in the wind.

The second bridge led to the beach island. Jake slowed the SUV at the now automated toll booth. A small but telling change.

The island was a kaleidoscope of color and sound. Pastel buildings lined the streets. Beach rentals, seafood shacks, surf shops. Ads for paddleboard lessons and dolphin cruises. The faint strain of a steel drum drifted from the promenade. The air was alive, dancing to its own rhythm.

Jake navigated the narrow streets until he turned into a gravel driveway. His rental destination. A weathered coastal gem of a house with a wide wraparound porch and pots of sun-bleached flowers clustered near the steps.

The place had charm.

2: Jill

The house stood like a little postcard of beach life, white clapboard siding with turquoise shutters, a wraparound porch, a few potted plants casually arranged as if they’d simply sprouted there.

As he slung his duffel over his shoulder, the screen door creaked open. She moved with unstudied ease, towel slung over her shoulder, hands smudged with paint. She wasn’t dressed to impress, yet she made an impression. She leaned casually against the porch railing, watching him with an easy smile. Jake hesitated, taking in her relaxed confidence. She wasn’t exactly what he’d expected. The cutoffs and loose button-down gave her a laid-back, summery air, but not one you make small talk to.

“Timing’s not bad,” she called, voice tinged with humor. “I just finished fixing the screen door. Thought I had more time before my tenant turned up.”

Jake hoisted his bag over his shoulder, a faint smile as he walked toward her. “Hope you didn’t rush on my account.”

“I’d be lying if I said I did. Saw a car pull up and figured it was either you or someone trying to sell me solar panels.”

“Glad I didn’t disappoint.”

“We’ll see about that.” She stepped off the porch, brushing a stray lock of hair from her face. “You’re Jake, right?”

“Unless you’re expecting someone else.” He shifted the bag to his other shoulder, glancing up at the house. “Nice place. Looks like it belongs here.”

“It better. Took me long enough to get it that way.” She gestured toward the back with the rag. “You’re renting the guesthouse. Hope you’re okay with something a little rustic.”

“I’ll take rustic over polished any day.”

She gave him a sharp look, her smirk growing into something more genuine. “Good answer. Let me show you around.”

Jake trailed after her along a shell-lined path. The air a mix of salt and jasmine, tugging at a half-forgotten memory. They passed a small herb garden. Basil and rosemary spilled out of mismatched pots.

“You do all this yourself?” Jake asked, nodding toward the garden.

“Mostly. Keeps me busy.” She glanced over her shoulder, her tone casual but with a hint of teasing. “Why? You offering to help?”

“I’m not much of a gardener,” he admitted. “I could hold a hose.”

“Useful. I’ll keep that in mind.”

“I usually don’t stick around for check-ins,” she said over her shoulder, “but I was out back working on that deck. Figured I’d save you from wandering aimlessly.”

“Much appreciated,” Jake replied. “But don’t let me keep you from your sanding.”

“That’s the spirit,” she said dryly, unlocking the guesthouse door.

The interior was cozy, whitewashed walls and natural wood accents. Sunlight streamed through the wide windows. A simple arrangement of wicker furniture. A well-stocked bookshelf that looked more decorative than functional. A folded note sat on the small kitchen counter, scent of lemon oil lingering in the air.

Jill leaned against the doorframe, watching as Jake surveyed the room. “It’s not the Ritz, but the roof doesn’t leak, and the AC works.”

Jake set his bag down near the couch. “You’re underselling it. This is nice.”

“Don’t go inflating my ego just yet,” she replied, crossing her arms. “You haven’t tried the shower.”

“Noted.”

Her gaze lingered a beat, assessing him. With a subtle nod, she straightened. “Anyway, I’ll leave you to settle in. If you need anything, you’ll find me on the porch cursing at a power tool.”

Jake hesitated, then turned to her. “Hey, Jill?”

She paused, “Yeah?”

“Thanks for the fun welcome.”

With a soft smile, “Don’t mention it.”

She walked away, her steps unhurried, the shell path crunching beneath her feet.

He let the quiet envelop him. The hum of an air conditioner, the distant crash of waves, sunlight cutting lines across her little ersatz garden. It felt real, a place to relax. Jake lingered by the window, watching her round the corner.


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